my first

I'm an aspiring writer, who yearns to publish a book in the near future. I have another blog to write about things I want to publish, and here, are the things I prefer to remain as my more emotional side.

I just watched a show, saw the bickering scenes between a couple, the sweet moments, and I realised, something as simple as smsing to and fro, that's nothing to do with work, has been really missing from my life for a while.

My cousin/colleague, asked me, do I plan to look for someone in my life, and I told her I Don't have plans for stuffs like these. But seriously, I simply don't think I'll be able to, to find another half to fill the void in my life.

I always see nice places, read nice books, watched nice shows, and imagined myself sharing these with another person, but it just doesn't seem to happen. Perhaps,I'm just introverted, and keep things to myself too much, lacking the courage to tell another person that I have the hots for her. So, I do deserve being alone all these whiles.

All I want to do, is to make another person, the happiest person in on earth. Maybe, I should socialized more, if I can go pass my own laziness, that is.